It is difficult to understand what you are asking due to your lkanguage, spelling, and grammar. If you are asking Adobe to give you software because you have been a loyal customer, I think you are expecting too much. Everyone pays the same as you to use the software, that is the price of using the software.
In any case, these are user to user forums, and this particular forum is for people who want to talk about installing trial versions of Adobe software. So if your intention is to speak to Adobe, you need to contact them directly, possibly in writing or by telephone if this is some sort of business request.